Less than 3

I’m rather silly and am not embarrassed by much. I dance the to beat of my own drum.. most of the time in my bathroom or car. I love the idea of spontaneity, so random road trips and plans excite me. As long as there’s good music and entertaining company, count me in. I’m quite independent, although I am very close to my family. My mother means the world to me; she’s my best friend. 

Right now school and work take over my life, but when I have time, I love going out. Whether it’s downtown, the beach, the museum, or a random show at the Rave, I will always be happy. Actually, it doesn’t take a lot to make me smile. Even walking around the block enjoying the weather is wonderful. Add a thunderstorm in there, and my night will be made. 

Music lifts my mood instantly. I love most acoustic pieces, some punk rock, and a good amount of dubstep. Angels and Airwaves currently is played most in my iTunes. I play a little guitar, but I’m nowhere near a real song. 

I’m really into technology. I design websites, fliers, music, animate, and create videos. I will rant and rave about my phone being a dual-core processor, so be ready for techno-babble. 

I love acting, theater, and musicals. I have a knack for hamming it up for the camera. The idea of performing for a crowd excites me. I’m really outgoing and can guarantee you a good laugh. 

Pleasure to virtually meet you,
Kelly Ruth 

Tomorrow you will remember partially what this hurt feels like. Currently, it is already drifting away. Remind yourself about who is honestly worth it. As you cry away the pain, realize its cleansing the old making room for the new. Understand that it is up to you to decide how to look at and handle a situation. You’re wonderful at making the most out of the awkward and most unpleasant, which is rather difficult for most. Of course it’s going to sound cliche, but you really do have the world at your fingertips. You’re young, vivacious, and have a heart that most couldn’t imagine. Its what you do with those things that will really make you live worthwhile experiences. Its who you are-the blood in your veins and the soul in your body-that make you glow. In the words of Adam Richman, “Would you look at what you’ve done?” You’re on the road to filling that cookie cutter piece that was designed for you. You’re here to make an impression on the world-to show them its okay to be themselves. And all of these moments are worth those tears, nothing or no one else shall mean otherwise.

Love,
Yourself

1/1/11 
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I see a lot of people really struggling with themselves lately. It’s honestly the worst feeling when you pour your heart out to someone and all they say back is, “You can do better than them.” I mean let’s get real. No one knows the situation better than you and the other person who is involved, so how could an outsider make a statement so bold if they truly meant that? For those of you out there that have no outlet, like myself, try writing. And I don’t mean just a simple, “I need to love myself because I’m worth it! *Pout Pout*” I mean a real thing. Why do you matter in this world, and how are you making a difference? Really dig deep as to what you think is cool about you. I tried it before and couldn’t get anywhere. Eventually I told myself I was proud that I could drive stick shift.. and everything poured out from there as a minor beginning.

I guess overall:

1. Write yourself a letter.
2. Say specifically why you’re cool. Even the dumb stuff.
3. Look back on it when you feel down. Sounds kinda lame, but seriously. It helps.